Introduction.

Hello reader my name is Derek Guan, and this is my blog about my journey of becoming not a bodybuilder, but a new image which I will be happy.

I've always been a fat/chubby kid thru out my life , people teased me calling me 'snorlax, buddah,slow poke,fatso, walrus' that's all i remember at the moment'. Not my fault my parent's loved me and feeded me with some much food, mostly rice, noodle's and dumpling. I remember thru out school I had custom made pants and shorts, cause I was that fat.

YEAR 4

High school was tough in year 7 , ( year 12 boys + fat boy = BULLYING) .

So I said to myself, I gotta lose some weight and get some girls ;), So I convinced my Asian mother on playing Rugby League on Saturdays for Patrician Brothers .

3 years went by . . I lost a lot of weight maybe 12-15 kilos by year 10, and asthma was gone.

I retired from footy because there was to many fobs playing the comp, I got scared =(.

So i become a fat cunt, nothing motivated me, even tho a lot guys in year 10 was already on the gear and getting massive.

YEAR 9

During senior year, at one stage I went on Fasting for Lent, which I sacrifice 'meat' , damn I lost a lot of weight 98to 80 ish, end of 40 days . But not realizing , I was actually weaker meaning I lost alot of muscles, but that didnt bother me, my purpose was to scarfice for the lord not to lose weight.

By this time I was playing basketball for school and bankstown, was never a plan to lose weight , and it did'nt lol

During the HSC, I went on starving diet myself for the formal, yeah it did work ,and i did get skinny for the formal ;). but I just got weaker and weaker but not knowing this or did.

(never attempt to starve yourself, thinking your losing weight)

Year 12